Trying to Win

So, right now I'm sitting on my couch after coming home from our high school’s outdoor conference meet. We’ve just won back-to-back triple crowns, and, last year, we won state. We're on top of the world! But the whole year hasn't been like this—at least not for me personally. Being part of a team full of winners is hard. A team like that is hard to be around, especially if you are a loser. 

 

I've realized that it's easy to be psyched and thankful when you’re winning, but, when you’re losing, you think to yourself, “God, what did I do to deserve this? Did I not thank You enough? Are You punishing me for forgetting to do my Bible study?" So, throughout the year, I have been trying to figure out how to please God. Do I have to pray before I throw the shot put or discus? Does He want me to read my Bible every night? Finally I just gave up. 

 

One night while talking to my mom about this, I realized (or maybe God told me) that I was acting just like the pagans who tried to please their gods with sacrifices. When I would read my Bible for a week and then do bad at a meet, I would think to myself, “Well, that didn't work. What do I have to do now?" But my mom showed me the verse Micah 6:8 (please re-read), which shows what God does require of you. It's not a set standard of reading your Bible every night or praying right before you compete, but by acting justly, loving mercy and walking humbly with your God.